yell if you like

Ok you all can yell at me if you like. i am sure Storm is going to be so pissed after i come out with what i have not been doing.
Well I went to dr today after 3 months. Got refils for meds. Well went to g et them filled and cant get some filled because i have not had any meds filled since ? so medicade is saying it will not fill some of them. well the dr office called me and i did tell them when called that i had not been taking meds just did not think it had been that long.

Now i understand why i have been such a bitch at times. But i do wish i could go with out meds. But I am bad. if i am not being asked if i am taking meds i just blow it off because i hate taking the pills.
Guess now i am paying the price for not getting them at all.

ok walgreens just called and will fill the other 7 but not myLexapro which is fine with me. Been told now that i have to change meds for a diffrent one like that one.
but I am sure the Dr will yell at me and make me think i am shit for not taking what i have been told i need to take as i need to take it. Ok sure Storm will be mad at me also.
So starting tonight i will do as dr and storm tells me and take meds as told. if you see me ask if i take them ok lol. I do this i get to a point to where i hate to take them so i do not take them . but from now on i guess i have to do as the state of Mo is telling me to do so i can get meds filled.
bet now i sleep with all the new stuff i am putting in my system. bet i am not such a bitch after a few weeks back on meds.

ok now is the time to message me or call me and yell at me.

o dr office did call as i was doing this and i told her the same stuff to just come right out and ask if i am taking ALL my meds told her to put it in my chart to ask me. so she said fine she would do that lol
so she said she would call tomarrow to tell me what dr babin said and what he might put me on to replace the other med.

Ok if you do not see me post for a few days it might be due to being so out of it from meds or it might be that storm killed me for not taking them as i was told to take them.